A Fish in Water

A Fish in Water  More often then not, I feel like a fish out of water rather then in it? Trapped gasping for life giving oxygen somewhere between this reality and the next. I believe that this is a common thing for all of us who know the Lord, and for those who I have asked, it appears that this is the case. Also, though I doubt this is true across the board, but I also believe, once a new believer comes close enough to the truth of who God really is, that they too will think in parables rather then the emotion and immediacy of the moment?